I’m worried that if I end up with a woman, I’ll always have something missing from my sex life, but that I am not attracted to men enough to have a satisfying monogamous relationship with a man.
As a result, I treat the men I’m with like sex objects. I don’t enjoy cuddling with men or kissing like I do with women.
I think the wider problem may be that I don’t find men as attractive as women. In some ways, this is fine, but I’m worried that the men I sleep with think I’m not enjoying it, or don’t know whether I am or not. However, when I am physically intimate with a man I find it difficult, if not impossible, to maintain an erection. I greatly enjoy sex with women, but the thought of it doesn’t turn me on as much as the thought of receiving anal sex from a man.
